Ever have those times...

Ever have those times when God shows you a reflection of yourself that leaves you evaluating yourself?

I've had one of those recently.

Went through a situation where I called on a few friends to pray. I knew I could count on them to pray, and they did.

God then asked me if I'm as faithful. Ouch!

Don't you hate that? God, don't show me myself in a mirror like that. But at the same time I need those accountability moments. Am I faithful? Am I doing what's asked? Even more am I following through when I make a commitment. Pondering.